Then another layer of grief is encountered with hard questions such as: If there is a loving God, why do bad things happen? Why do children get abused and hurt? Why did God not protect me when I was sexually abused? Why do so many suffer? These are questions that I know God is working out in my life because I can be reassured that God is so powerful, so all knowing that no question is too difficult for Him to encounter and to provide an answer. I just have to trust that when He knows that I am ready to hear His answers, then He will tell me when my heart is opened and ready. In God's grace, His timing is perfect and for our own good. I am working on these hard questions and hope to share it when I hear God's answers clearly. For now, I just have to wait on Him. And for someone like me, waiting is tough. I'm the kind of person that if I get a really bad flu, if I am not better by the morning, I bug out.
In His peace,